I have been feeling down in the dumps for a few weeks now. Its so hard just to get dressed and just get up in the mornings. I managed to do some washing and cook a stew and dumplings for my boyfriend this evening. I don't think he realises how much I struggle to do simple things, I think he prob thinks I am lazy. I really cannot help it though, every night I tell myself to try harder but I seem to fail daily. I am going to up some of my medication tomorrow, was told to do it ages ago but haven't wanted to.