I have realised I think I rely on my boyfriend too much for my emotional needs and to keep me stable so I am going to be strong and try and sort things out myself.
I have a group therapy thing Wednesday for eating disorders eeeeek. Its the same time as Weight Watchers and I would rather go to WW to be honest. I really don't think I am ready for recovery the more I think about it.
I am starting the HSGD today too. I am about to make myself a fruit smoothie for breakfast. I am going to update you girls on how I am getting on daily :)
Just wanted to thank everyone for their lovely supportive comments, I really don't know how I would cope without you all :) Lots of Love, Lucie xx