Luckily she said I was being sensible about it all and didn't seem concerned at all. I think with my history of self harm, depression, suicidal attempts etc its the least of her worries.
Anyway I have to ring them and make a assessment appointment.....hmmm the question is, I have a love and hate relationship with my eating disorder, do I actually want to get help?
That's a very difficult question, and only you can answer it. I have yet to answer the same.
ReplyDeleteI hope you just remember to do what's best and true for you.
Much love xx
I can't tell you what you should do, but I would say do what you think is best. Talk it over with your boyfriend if it helps xx
ReplyDeleteIt's such a difficult decision to make sweetie. When I went, it was a wonderful experience for me, but unfortunately it wasn't long enough. We all have a love hate relationship with our ED's. We have to make the decision which emotion is stronger. I hope you make one that you feel comfortable with. Lots of love.
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Yes, you want to get help. Even if you don't take it right away you'll have skills saved for later when you need them.
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