Thursday, December 20, 2012

Tears, Therapy and Tablets

I am struggling to write tonight so please excuse any mistakes and muddles.

My brain feels like its dying and unable to function.
I feel so alone in this world. I have so many people around me that love me but no one understands. 
I had therapy today and for the first time tears ran down my face.
My head is telling me to do so many dangerous things but I have been keeping safe with my mummy and my boyfriend.
I just want a cuddle, I want to be a little girl again; hold me in their arms and tell me everything will be okay and protect me from the world.


  1. I'm sorry you're feeling so down lately sweetie :( I'm struggling for words myself right now, but please try to stay safe. It's good to know you have your mum & boyfriend looking out for you.


  2. I know the feeling of wanting to be cuddled and taken care of. It's part of our EDs. I had therapy today and cried as well. I hope you wake up feeling better tomorrow. Love you dear.

  3. I guess therapy went well? I always felt like crying after a session that really connected with me.
    I'm so glad you're keeping yourself safe. The people around you do love you, and even if they don't understand, they will support you through everything. Does your therapist understand?

  4. I always cried at therapy. I also know the feeling of wanting to be a little girl again :( stay safe xx