Thursday, January 3, 2013

All I Can Think About.....

All I can think about is food, food, more food, calories, my eating disorder, purging, binging and so on....
Its completely absorbed me and I am finding it distressing and hard to deal with.
I feel so alone too. No one understands me :( 

6 comments:

  1. I get it :( just woke ip, 7:30 am, first thing I thought about. I just wanna talk to someone and I just feel so isolated. Thinking of you. <3

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  2. I know, it's the same for me. I binged this morning. All I can think about, ever, is food. I feel like if my friends knew how obsessed I am, they would think I was crazy. So I totally get you. Don't feel too alone. I hope you had a good day. xx

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  3. We all understand you here sweetie. That's why you write, so we can all offer words of encouragement and tell you that it will be ok. Love you darlin.
    XOXO

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  4. so many others are thinking the same things - they're just not saying it out loud. trust me. i look around at what everyone else is eating, dwell on my own intake, think of how others see my body, think of how much i hate it, notice pounds packed out to my peers, envy any pounds that are lost by then, too. it's frustrating. you are anything but alone, my dear.

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  5. I'm sorry. Hang in there, xx

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